Rambles

All your life people will tell you things. And most of the time, probably ninety-five percent of the time, what they’ll tell you will be wrong.”
— Michael Crichton (The Lost World)

“Nobody smart knows what they want to do until they get into their twenties or thirties.”
— Michael Crichton (The Lost World)

 Michael Crichton. Amazing author. Great quotes from his books. =) I especially liked that second one, "Nobody smart knows what they want to do until they get into their twenties or their thirties." Thats great for me, because i'm still incredibly indecisive. I want something science related, medical related, but that could change in a few years, who knows. 

Right now, everyone assumes i want to do art, and that when they grow up they will find that "KayLiii PRODUCTIONS" logo that i scribble at the end of birthday cards a lot more often. To be frank, I'm not interested in art, not really. I just feel i'm not talented in it and i dont get what people see in me regarding it. When i draw, i dont think much.If i find something not to my standards, I'd erase it and start over. I dont do paint or crayons, because they're thick and hard to control. 

These days, you're not considered an artist in school unless you can shade well and manage watercolours well. So basically, in school terms, i'm not an artist. Yeah, i find every colour of the rainbow incredibly vivid and beautiful, even though i might not have a preference for them. I love the vividness and shiny beauty of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, the glossiness of black, the purity of white. But none of them mean anything.

On other terms, i had a dream the other night. It was weird, because in the dream, i met my two uncles. Now, these two uncles passed away long before i even knew them, and the most i know of them is seeing their pictures in the temple every few years. But i met them in that dream, even though i didnt know them. I talked to my mum about it, and she agreed to the descriptions i gave of them that they were, in fact, my uncles. But if i've never met them, why would i dream of them? Does it mean something?

And i read the bottom paragraph in Romeo and Juliet and i found it funny, because Lord Capulet called Lady Capulet a ho. =)

Act 1. Scene 1. VERONA. A public place.

Enter LORD CAPULET in his night gown and LADY CAPULET.

CAPULET

What noise is this? Give me my long sword, ho!

LADY CAPULET

A crutch! A crutch! Why call you for a sword?

CAPULET

My sword, i say! Old Montague is come

And flourishes his blade in spite of me.

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